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  All for You

  Paris Hearts, Book 1

  by LAURA FLORAND

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  Chapter 1

  Paris, near République

  Célie worked in heaven. Every day she ran up the stairs to it, into the light that reached down to her, shining through the great casement windows as she came into the laboratoire, gleaming in soft dark tones off the marble counters. She hung up her helmet and black leather jacket and pulled on her black chef’s jacket instead and ran her fingers through her hair to perk it back out into its current wild pixie cut. She washed her hands and stroked one palm all down the length of one long marble counter as she headed to check on her chocolates from the day before.

  Oh, the beauties. There they were, the flat, perfect squares with their little prints, subtle but adamant, the way her boss liked them. Perfect. There were the ganaches and the pralinés setting up in their metal frames. Day three on the mint ganache. Time to slice it into squares with the guitare and send them to the enrober.

  She called teasing hellos to everyone. “What, you here already, Amand? I didn’t expect you until noon.” Totally unfair to the hardworking caramellier, but he had slept in once, after a birthday bash, arriving to work so late and so horrified at himself that no one had ever let him forget it.

  “Dom, when’s the wedding again?” Dominique Richard, their boss, was diligently trying to resist marrying his girlfriend until he had given her enough time to figure out what a bad bet he was, and the only way to handle that was tease him. Otherwise Célie’s heart might squeeze too much in this warm, fuzzy, mushy urge to give the man a big hug—and then a very hard shove into the arms of his happiness.

  Guys who screwed over a woman’s chance at happiness because they were so convinced they weren’t good enough did not earn any points in her book.

  “Can somebody work around here besides me?” Dom asked in complete exasperation, totally unmerited, just because the guy had no idea how to deal with all the teasing that came his way. It was why they couldn’t resist. He was so big, and he got all ruffled and grouchy and adorable.

  “I want to have time to pick out my dress!” Célie protested, hauling down the guitare. “I know exactly what you two are going to do. You’ll put it off until all of a sudden you wander in some Monday with a stunned, scared look on your face, and we’ll find out you eloped over the weekend to some village in Papua New Guinea. And we’ll have missed the whole thing!”

  Dom growled desperately, like a persecuted bear, and bent his head over his éclairs.

  Célie grinned and started slicing her mint ganache into squares, the guitar wires cutting through it effortlessly. There you go. She tasted one. Soft, dissolving in her mouth, delicately infused with fresh mint. Mmm. Perfect. Time to get it all dressed up. Enrobing time.

  She got to spend her days like this. In one of the top chocolate laboratoires in Paris. Okay, the top, but some people over in the Sixth like a certain Sylvain Marquis persisted in disputing that point. Whatever. He was such a classicist. Boring. And everyone knew that cinnamon did not marry well with dark chocolate, so that latest Cade Marquis bar of his was just ridiculous.

  And she didn’t even want to think about Simon Casset with his stupid sculptures. So he could do fancy sculptures. Was that real chocolate? Did people eat that stuff? No. So. She did important chocolate. Chocolate that adventured. Chocolate people wanted to sink their teeth into. Chocolate that opened a whole world up in front of a person, right there in her mouth.

  Chocolate that was so much beyond anything she had ever dreamed her life would be as a teenager. God, she loved her day. She stretched out her arms, nearly bopped their apprentice Zoe, who was carrying a bowl of chocolate to the scale, grinned at her in apology, and carried her mint ganaches over to the enrober.

  She’d been loving her day for a little over three hours and was getting kind of ready to take a little break from doing so and let her back muscles relax for fifteen minutes when Guillemette showed up at the top of the stairs. Célie cocked her eyebrows at the other woman hopefully. Time for a little not-smoke break, perhaps? Were things quiet enough downstairs? Célie didn’t smoke anymore, not since some stupid guy she once knew made her quit and she found out how many flavors there were out there when they weren’t being hidden by tobacco. But sometimes she’d give just about anything to be able to hold a cigarette between her fingers and blow smoke out with a sexy purse of her lips and truly believe that was all it took to make her cool.

  Because the double ear piercings and the spiky pixie hair were a lot less expensive over the long-term, but they could be misinterpreted as bravado, whereas—

  A teenager slouching against a wall and blowing smoke from her mouth was always clearly genuine coolness, no bravado about it, of course. Célie rolled her eyes at herself, and Guillemette, instead of gesturing for her to come join her for the not-smoke break, instead came up to her counter where she was working and stole a little chocolate. “There’s a guy here to see you,” Guillemette said a little doubtfully. “And we’re getting low on the Arabica.”

  Célie glanced at the trolley full of trays where the Arabica chocolates had finished and were ready to be transferred to metal flats. “I’ll bring some down with me. Who’s the guy?” Maybe that guy she had met Saturday, Danny and Tiare’s friend? She tried to figure out if she felt any excitement about that, but adrenaline ran pretty high in her on a normal day in the laboratoire, so it was hard to tell.

  “He didn’t say.”

  And Guillemette hadn’t asked? Maybe there had been several customers at once or something.

  “I’ll be down in a second,” Célie said, and Guillemette headed back while Célie loaded up a couple of the metal flats they used in the display cases with the Arabica, with its subtle texture, no prints on this one. Dark and exotic and touched with coffee.

  She ran down the spiral metal stairs with her usual happy energy, and halfway down, the face of the big man waiting with his hands in his pockets by the pastry display counter came into view, and she—

  Tripped.

  The trays flew out of her hands as her foot caught on one of the metal steps, and she grabbed after them even as they sailed away. Her knuckles knocked against one tray, and chocolates shot off it, raining down everywhere just as she started to realize she was falling, too.

  Oh, fuck, that instant flashing realization of how much this was going to hurt and how much too late it was to save herself, even as she tried to grab the banister, and—

  Hard hands caught her, and she oofed into them and right up against a big body, caught like a rugby ball, except it was raining chocolates during this game, and—

  She gasped for breath, post impact, and pulled herself upright, staring up at the person who still held her in steadying hands.

  Wary, hard, intense hazel green eyes stared back down at her. He looked caught, instead of her, his lips parted, as if maybe he had meant to say something. But, looking down at her, he didn’t say anything at all.

  Strong eyebrows, strong stubborn forehead and cheekbones and chin—every single damn bone in his body stubborn—and skin so much more tanned and weathered than when she had last seen it. Brown hair cropped military-close to his head and sanded by sun.

  Célie wrenched back out of his hands, her own flying to her face as she burst into tears.

  Just—burst. Right there in public, with all her colleagues and their customers around her. She backed up a step and then another, tears flooding down her cheeks, chocolate crushing under her feet.

  “Célie,” he said, and even his voice sounded rougher and tougher. And wary.

  She turned and ran back up the staircase, dashing at her e
yes to try to see the steps through the tears, and burst back up through the glass doors into the laboratoire. Dom looked up immediately, and then straightened. “Célie? What’s wrong?”

  Big, bad Dom, yeah, right, with the heart of gold. He came forward while she shook her head, having nothing she could tell him, scrubbing at her eyes in vain.

  The glass door behind her opened. “Célie,” that rough, half-familiar voice said. “I—”

  She darted toward the other end of the laboratoire and her ganache cooling room.

  “Get the fuck out of my kitchen,” Dom said behind her, flat, and she paused, half turning.

  Dom Richard, big and dark, stood blocking the other man in the glass doorway. Joss locked eyes with him, these two big dangerous men, one who wanted in and one who wasn’t about to let him. Célie bit a finger, on sudden fear, and started back toward them.

  Joss Castel looked past Dom to her. Their eyes held.

  “Célie, go in the other room,” Dom said without turning around. And to Joss: “You. Get out.”

  Joss thrust his hands in his pockets. Out of combat. Sheathing his weapons. He nodded once, a jerk of his head at Célie, and turned and made his way down the stairs.

  Dom followed. Célie went to the casement window above the store’s entrance and watched as Joss left the store, crossed the street, and turned to look up at the window. She started crying again, just at that look, and when she lifted her hand to swipe her eyes, he must have caught the movement through the reflection off the glass, because his gaze focused on her.

  “What was that all about?” Dom asked behind her. She turned, but she couldn’t quite get herself to leave the window. She couldn’t quite get herself to walk out of sight. “Célie, who is that guy and what did he do?”

  She shook her head.

  “Célie.”

  She slashed a hand through the air, wishing she could shut things down like a man could, make her hand say, This subject is closed. When Dom slashed a subject closed with one move of his hand like that, no one messed with him. Well, except for her, of course. “Just someone I knew before. Years ago. Before I worked here.”

  “When you lived in Tarterets?” Their old, bad banlieue. “And he was bad? Did he hit you? Was he dealing? What was it?”

  She gazed at Dom uneasily. For all that he was so big and bad and dark, always seeming to have that threat of violence in him, it was the first time she had ever seen him about to commit violence.

  “No,” she said quickly. “No. He didn’t.”

  “Célie.”

  “No, he really didn’t, damn it, Dom! Merde. Do you think I would let him?”

  “You couldn’t have been over eighteen.”

  “Yeah, well—he didn’t.”

  Dom’s teeth showed, like a man who didn’t believe her and was about to reach out and rip the truth out of her. “Then what—”

  “He left me! That’s all. He fucking left me there, so that he could go make himself into a better person. Yeah. So fuck you, Dom. Go marry your girlfriend instead of playing around with this I-need-to-be-good-enough shit and leave me alone!”

  And she sank down on her butt, right there in the cooling room, between the trolleys full of chocolate and the marble island, in the slanting light from the casement window, and cried.

  Just cried and cried and cried.

  It sure as hell put a damper on chocolate production for a while, but for as long as she needed it, people did leave her alone.

  Chapter 2

  Les Tarterets, five years before

  “Always smiling,” said Louis, the old, gray-haired baker who had taken Célie on as an apprentice three years ago, at fifteen, when she had first made the choice to pursue a practical career instead of the university track. Girls like her, with no father, a sometimes-there mother, and a brother and cousins who made their money off drugs and dog fights, well … university in the distant future seemed a very tenuous way of giving her life possibilities. Baking and pastry, though—a fifteen-year-old girl could start that career, could give herself something that mattered. That had value. That she could count on, when she could count on nothing else.

  Plus she loved it. As she opened the oven to slide out fresh croissants, the vivid, happy smell of that fresh flakiness washed over her, and she grinned at Louis. Outside, the world might weigh heavy and gray, but a baker could always gather all these scents around her, sink her hands into dough, and stick her tongue out at that nasty world. You can’t get me. Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.

  Louis shook his head at her. “I suppose that boyfriend of yours is waiting out there?”

  Célie checked, and yes, Joss was. That big rugby body of his leaning against the wall up there a little to the right, on the opposite side of the street, where he always waited, his brown hair a little tousled. He held something in his hand that was too small to see, his hand fisting over it and relaxing, then fisting tight again, his expression somber, his head bent.

  She bounced on her toes and had to flip her braid back off her shoulder. The thing was a pure pain in baking—she should really cut her hair off—but Joss liked to tug it sometimes. Recently, she’d dyed it burgundy, just to make it catch the eye more. More tugs that way, maybe.

  “He’s not my boyfriend,” she forced herself to say.

  Because … he wasn’t.

  Never had been.

  Never shown the slightest interest in taking on that role.

  Louis rolled his eyes.

  “He’s just … a friend,” she said. She’d almost said “a friend of my brother,” but nobody liked her brother anymore.

  “He’s a good friend,” Louis said dryly.

  “I know,” Célie said smugly. It wasn’t every girl in their banlieue of graffiti and concrete and burned cars who had a good friend, a guy she could trust, a guy she could count on. Célie was lucky. Or Joss was just that good a guy. Or maybe she was even … worth it, a little bit? The friendship of a good guy? Maybe there was something about her that was likable and good and deserved it?

  Of course there was. She stuck her chin up, determined to believe it.

  “You’d better go,” Louis said with half-pretend exasperation. “You don’t want to keep him waiting.”

  “He’ll wait,” Célie said confidently. Steady and patient, he would wait as long as it took for her to get off. But she was already unbuttoning her chef’s jacket.

  Because no matter how bad the world outside this bakery, when Joss showed up, Célie couldn’t wait to get off work.

  She boxed up her favorite thing she had done that day, a fig tart with balsamic caramel gleaming so prettily over its brown-red fruit and pale custard cream, and ran across the street to him with it.

  Joss shoved whatever he’d had in his hand into his pocket as soon as he saw her and straightened from the wall as she got closer to him, so that he was so big, and she was so small, and a girl definitely felt protected. Safe. She loved it when she could walk home with him. No one ever messed with her at all. Maybe it was the size of him, or maybe it was the way he carried himself, or maybe it was the way that stubborn jaw made your fist feel fragile, as if it would break if you tried to punch it.

  She grinned at him and bounced up on her toes for kisses on each cheek. Damn. He didn’t smell of motor oil again today. Meaning still no new job after association with her brother had gotten him fired from his last one. That probably explained the tension in him, too.

  A kiss on each cheek and a tug of her braid. “Célie.”

  Just her name. He had a way of saying it that made her come true.

  “Hey, Joss,” she said sassily, so he would know that she was just the kid sister who teased and taunted him. So he wouldn’t know how those steady hazel green eyes of his caught at her heart every time and how she had to keep squashing her unruly crush down into the bottom of her stomach where it wiggled nonstop whenever he was around. All her friends had crushes on him, too, it wasn’t like she was weird. But he was her brother’s f
riend, so she got to keep him. Even if not in a crush way.

  “Hungry?” She held up her box to him. She liked to keep the reward system going: If you stop by when I’m getting off work, I’ll feed you something yummy. So … stop by.

  He smiled a little. “I’m always hungry when you’re around, Célie.”

  She grinned in triumph. Pavlov had nothing on her. “Wait until you see this!” She opened the box.

  He looked at the fig tart and then at her face. Joss’s face was always a hard read—he kept such an adamant control over his expression—but something moved across it, intense almost to pain. “Célie,” he said, with unexpected roughness, “you’re the best part of my day.”

  Damn it. Joss was having such a hard time. And all because of her damn brother. That his friend’s brat sister had become the best part of his day was proof enough of how shitty the rest of his life must seem.

  But at least it was nice to know she helped make it better. She was having a hard time, too, and Joss helped make her better.

  She hugged herself proudly as he lifted the tart to his mouth. As his teeth sank into it, she bounced on her toes again and made a little humming sound at the flavors and textures that must be bursting in his mouth.

  “Mmm,” he said, his voice deepening, his eyes warm on her.

  It was looks like those that made her crush squirm so much she couldn’t stand still. So she pivoted out and back and took a step in the direction of their HLM, the giant tower of broken-windowed concrete and rarely functioning elevators that housed all the people the Paris government had wanted to keep around as a workforce, but not badly enough to let them live in actual Paris. Well, that was its immigration history anyway. Back in the sixties, Parisian government officials had actually patted themselves on the back for building those HLMs. After all, they’d been such a step up from disease-ridden shantytowns where workers had lived among rats and mud and rubbish.

  The problem was, you could make a giant step up from rats and mud and still have quite a way to climb.